January 29 2012
Home after a month in Kansas City. I left feeling I was leaving a part of my self there. The dark whole remains to my amazement. I am recovering from depression, and total lack of energy. I feel I was in a major white fog and didn't care. Time has presented more clarity, but just a small amount. My life seems split into two worlds. I have not been able to find the bridge to feel whole. My energy has left some challenges in my life that I am still working with and am adjusting too. Note the font changes. Life is a fuck train awe. Enjoying App;e TV and becoming more accustomed to it. I am also remembering The love and affection Leia and Darrell showered on me. And the falling in love with Tully I knew would happen. My Friday the 13th birthday was a wonderful one filled with love; laughter, family, and adventure.
